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posted 15 December 2003 04:39 PM      Profile for majorvictory     Send New Private Message      Edit/Delete Post
My parents rise up from the grave, demanding to know: How has it come to this? How did a great and persecuted people become the persecutors?

By Grace Paley

Grace Paley is a poet and fiction writer. This essay appears in the book "Wrestling with Zion."

December 14, 2003 (Los Angeles Times)


Jews are afraid these days. I'm Jewish, so I'm afraid too. I'm afraid for my mother and father in their Russian Jewish youth 90 years ago, their high spirits and dangerous bravery. I'm afraid for my grandmother because she will have to find a wagon to bring her murdered son home. I am afraid for him. He falls down. He's been shot. It's pogrom time. My grandmother finds him among other dead boys. With all her strength, she lifts him, tips him into the wagon. He's 17. His name is Rusya. A photograph about 2 by 3 feet stands on the windowsill of my front room. When I walk into the room I see his intelligent Russian Jewish face and I am afraid for him. It will not be able to save him. I am afraid for my grandmother's sadness. It will never end. It is almost 100 years old.

I am afraid for my grandchildren. Two of them are the great-great-great-grandchildren of imported African immigrants (slaves). My grandchildren are called African American. I am afraid for those two little children. I am afraid of America.


Ten or 12 years before World War II, my aunt, my mother's sister, visited us. She came from a place called Palestine, where she has lived as long as my parents have lived in this America. She came floating over the sea in a big ship. It was called the Grace Line. She gave me a wonderful button to pin on my dress. It said Grace. Then, at the supper table, she told my parents that she was ashamed of them. They had become members of the terrible American bourgeoisie. She herself had kept her socialist idealism alive, active in a place that would eventually be called Israel. My father ignored her rudeness politely but thought it over. He said: What about the Arabs? You think they'll sit still? They'll eat you alive. My aunt said: You ignorant fool, we will live with them together. You'll see. My mother said: Maybe she's right. You don't know everything.

Then the years passed, as they do for nations as well as people, not always at the same rate.


I am afraid for the Jews of Israel. A great people may not have had to become a small nation, despite promises made 2,500 years ago. Even He, its presumed Author, did not imagine that His Book, made in Yavneh, so full of myth history prophecy law poetry, would carry us without the baggage of real estate (which must be defended) into the 21st century. A Book, a Testament of such beauty that you didn't have to believe in God in order to praise Him on the high holidays. With this Book, we have lived in the United States, France, Brazil, South Africa, Algeria. China! We spoke the languages of those countries; our voices live in their literature. Sometimes we speak with a Yiddish accent, or Ladino. This seems to be useful to those other languages, though they would deny it. They are so busy being nations.

From: Toronto | Registered: Jul 2002  |  IP: Logged
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posted 15 December 2003 10:31 PM      Profile for Smith     Send New Private Message      Edit/Delete Post
I want to correct him, No, no, Pa, there are people on both sides who want to live like humans. You would recognize them. He said, sadly, I know, of course. Usually they're better, the people. But always in the end I have noticed how it grows, the state and its terrible power.

The same story, always.

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posted 15 December 2003 11:35 PM      Profile for DavidB-D     Send New Private Message      Edit/Delete Post
The same story, always.

Smith is right. The same story, always ... anything to bash Israel.

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posted 16 December 2003 10:15 AM      Profile for evenflow        Edit/Delete Post
Smith is right. The same story, always ... anything to bash Israel.

I think that's pretty arrogant of you, to take the heart felt thoughts of the author of this piece and sum it up as "anything to bash Israel". It's not just "anything", it's their thoughts and feelings and legitimate fears and concerns. Grow up.

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posted 16 December 2003 10:23 AM      Profile for lagatta     Send New Private Message      Edit/Delete Post
I don't think Grace Paley is bashing Israel in her article - she seems deeply sad, pained and afraid. Do you know Grace Paley? A prominent Jewish-USian woman writer and activist for many decades, now a bit over 80. There are many interesting sites and links to her poetry, if you do a Google search.
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